Endless Loop

feeling pain all the time gets boring
so i compromise
by hurting others with my words
only i regret it every time
so i end up hurting myself
this is an endless loop of hurt and pain
sadly no one notices why i hurt others with words
so no one stops this endless loop
and i dont want them to
it would mean they would know
they would try to help then give up and blame me
the i would start the loop again and continue
until another notices
then i do the same things again never learning from my mistakes
really my life is an endless loop in another endless loop
sadly i dont stop
sadly i cant stop
its to hard 

Author Notes: had a bad night

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