I Wonder

I wonder if anyone ever sees me walking down the hall way and thinks Damn. She looks beautiful.

I wonder if when I don't show up, someone worries about me.

I wonder if when its 90 degrees outside and I'm in long sleeves if anyone thinks to look at my wrists.

I wonder if when I sit alone in the lunchroom, if anyone debates sitting with me.

I wonder if anyone sees me at my locker getting bullied and thinks about defending me.

I wonder if anyone has tried to stop the rumors about me.

I wonder if anyone ever looks at me and wonders if I would go out with them.

I wonder if anyone ever starts to walk up to me but loses their nerve and goes back to their friends.

I wonder if anyone ever thinks about me in a kind way.

I wonder if anyone even cares about me.

I wonder what would happen if I just... died.

I wonder if anyone would notice I was gone.

I wonder...