mirror

I see myself in the mirror
As the weeks pass day by day
I'm slowly crumbling away

I can feel myself dying off
I should be more concerned
There should be a lesson learned

But I'm numb, I can't feel a thing
Everything's painted in gray
I probably should look away

But you can't look away from a train wreck
I'm a natural disaster
Every morning I wake up fading faster

I just want to feel again
Sitting in the middle of the empty highway
Just wondering if I'm doing ok

Like watching my life from the backseat
I know things are happening but I don't feel
What is fake and what is real?

Nothing is pumping through my veins
What am I doing tonight?
I follow bad decisions like a moth drawn to a light

Paralyzed in my own dream
But I'm never asleep.

Looking in the mirror at the break of dawn,
There's nothing. I'm gone.