She Lies

All she does is lie, says she’s my friend, but she acts different around them

With every word she speaks is just a stabbing pain of every lie

While really, in her mind she wishes I would die

Maybe it’s fun for her to see me cry,

Then say she’s sorry and makes me believe she was the victim

But there is also the fun times we have,

Whenever we’re alone

And with all the laughter that fills my bones

Is only a reminder of her other side

The side they like

The side she puts on like a mask to hide herself

That or she takes off the mask I call my friend

And as every day reaches an end

So does our friendship... if that’s what it was

I’m so dumb, I can’t even hold back my stupid tears

Why does my heart break, when hers is fake?

But you can’t break what's already broken,

Yet I feel every smack, every attack

And I fall into every trap she sets

I’m just desperate she says, and maybe I am

But how does that justify the pain you inflict on me?

How could I be so blind?

If only I could see

See the colors that cause my eyes to leak

Every one represents another crack as they slip down my cheek

In my heart, slowly turning black

Black into the darkness from every fight

Tell me... why did you turn out the light?